A Paradox of self destruction

1982 – 2002
Welcome! What was left behind was a disturbed mind
Everyone wishes you the best
You still have some paths to find
Heading the infinity…”stop this test!”

Faust:
“I just want to be myself – please just let me live
Ok father, I will pray before bed time
Hey…who are you? Have I met you before?
Wait, I’m blindfolded…What’s my crime?”

You were not a good guy
Now, pay for your big mistake
You thought happiness was something you could buy
But it´s not
And your dreams are a fake
You know they´re not true
Your dreams are fake

Refrão:

Men don’t cry
Now, they’re saying you’re lost
Look above you…something seems to fall
It’s the sky

Enjoy this moment
It will get worse every day
This is a destiny that you cannot tame

You were not a good guy
And now, they’re saying you’re lost
Everyone wishes you the best
Leave me alone...I’m doing…my test…

You are what you once were
Now, pay for your big mistake
This is just the beginning
Your dreams are still fake


Images and fears
Hold my hand
I´ll have to face my life
Find my way
Pain and tears
On this long way
I have to find my life
Day by day


You must never be the second
Show them who the winner is!
Am I ready to face my faith?
I would like for sure!
Planting roses in a ice rock
And roll away from them –
They just want your heart
They just want your soul

Walking through the ashes
People want to see my ruin
While I stand before a entire life

And they take away
A promised future
And they take away
Hope from my eyes
And then I run away

I can feel the guilt for the sins that I have done
But I can´t move on till there´s nothing more inside
Now I see the future that I seek
Yet I run
And I blame
And I cry

I don´t know what to think
There is nowhere to go

Something is inside
But I just don´t know


Refrão:

Men don’t cry
Now, they’re saying you’re lost
Look above you…something seems to fall
It’s the sky

Enjoy this moment
It will get worse every day
This is a destiny that you cannot tame

You were not a good guy
And now, they’re saying you’re lost
Everyone wishes you the best
Leave me alone...I’m doing…my test…

You are what you once were
Now, pay for your big mistake
This is just the beginning
Your dreams are still fake

Rumors we will meet again
I don’t like what I’m doing here
I’m learning to suffer…
Leave me alone...I’m doing…my test…

2016
Psychologist: “If you were chosen to be born, you must live. If you live, you love. And if you love, you suffer”