I don't really know how to help you,
If you are planning to commit suicide
I don't know how to really make,
Make your life any happier
But do something first or die like a martyr?
The last thing to do, is to do a favor:

Direct action, direct action, direct action 'til death!

Rob some banks and give money to the poor
Smash an office of some multinational
Hungerstrike until macdonalds falls
Join the forces of some repressed people
Maybe after doing some of this you will come to the second thoughts;
Everyone is needed in the battle, the battle against this system!

So, wait a minute before you take your life
Is there something you could do? do a favor for the very last time
Even if you are not an anarchist, you don't care about politics
You don't have to care, but please, please, please - do it for me!