addiction.. two faces of. addiction... it's always an addiction, that makes your life an all out race. addiction... so face your. addiction... cause when you race addiction, you'll always end up in second place. you cannot rely on the drug or the drink. they can't save you forever. doesn't matter what you think. addiction finds a way to make you not understand. the reason why you seem to be stuck without a plan. fact of the matter is that it's you against you until your number gets pulled. the cradle fell because the bough broke and now the piper wants his payment in full. it seems to me that you're addicted to pain. you're used to everything not going your way. you're searching high and low for a better way to think. but it always leads you back to the drug and the drink. you say that it's your savior, but both you and i know that that's a bunch of fucking bull. you bit the hand that feeds you. now you got no place to go and the piper wants his payment in full.