Live in a secret.. live in a lie Live in a dark hole beneath the black sky Live like a martyr and draw my last breath Feel like an old man with a knife in my chest
Live like a Transian.. live like a thief Hiding a closet grinding my teeth Sit in a small room with the walls closing in Open the shutters but everything still dim
Payback! For all the things I've done in my past
Payback for everthing There are no take backs
I'm not the reason It's not my fault It's not my problem I'm not the cause
I'm not your scapegoat I'm not your god I'm not your martyr I'd leave you all
I'm not the reason - I'm not your scapegoat It's not my fault - I'm not your god It's not my problem - I'm not your martyr I'm not the cause - I'd leave you all
All work and no play makes me a dull boy
Feel like a clown without my funny nose Walk to the window break it out with my fist Jump from the ceil and ill plunge to my death You can be selfish whatever ya think Throw back my pills and take a sip of my drink
Walk under the clouds Walk under the trees Always again envy covering me
Payback! For all the things I've done in my past
I'm not the reason It's not my fault It's not my problem I'm not the cause
I'm not your scapegoat I'm not your god I'm not your martyr I'd leave you all
I'm not the reason - I'm not your scapegoat It's not my fault - I'm not your god It's not my problem - I'm not your martyr I'm not the cause - I'd leave you all
Sunshines gone It's all gone
By the way just so you know Always this is how I feel
By the way just so you know Always everyday this is how I feel
I'm not the reason It's not my fault It's not my problem I'm not the cause I'm not your scape goat (I'm not your scape goat) I'm not your god (I'm not your god) I'm not your martyr (I'm not your martyr)
This is how I feel (this is how I feel) By the way just so you know Always everyday this is how I feel