It feels like I'm in a constant battle with my mind just to stay sane and to stay happy what ever happy is I guess more just to stay satisfied with the life I have. But what more do I need. I have a family who loves me, friends who make me laugh, and opp ortunities that most aren't blessed with. Am I being selfish? Am I being high? Why am I in constant battle with my own mind. Why can't I feel satisfied. Maybe I am satisfied and that's the problem. Maybe I have too high expectations for this world and need to be lowered. But I'm lonely Why am I lonely? Why am I in a constant battle with my mind? just to stay sane and to stay happy what ever happy is