Wish I was too dead to cry
A self affliction face
Stones to throw at my creator
Masochist to which I cater

You don´t need to bother
I don´t need to be
I´ll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on
I won´t let go ´till it bleeds

Wish I was too dead to care
If indeed I cared at all
Never had a voice to protest
So you fed me shit to digest

I wish I had a reason
My flaws are open season
For this I gave up trying
One good time deserves my dying

You don´t need to bother
I don´t need to be
I´ll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on
I won´t let go ´till it bleeds

Wish I´d died instead of lived
A zombie hides my face
Shelf forgotten with it´s memories
Diaries left with cryptic entries

And you don´t need to bother
I don´t need to be
I´ll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on
I won´t let go ´till it bleeds

You don´t need to bother
I don´t need to be, yeah
I´ll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on, once I hold on
I´ll never live down my disease