SELF INFLICTED
i don’t mean to tear you apart but i hit a nerve
last night you weren’t sleeping
i didn’t mean to hurt you
another time i might have been more open
with the things that i was feeling
but i was never one for sharing
taken out of context was the meaning
of our whole relationship
and now i must be leaving

the choices that i make are mine to live with
i didn’t want to argue
that’s why i never told you

that’s why i never told you
what i was really up to
and now we haven’t spoken
since you and i were broken

so there you were, you closed your eyes
you had to know that i was lying
i won’t be back this time please try to understand
i don’t want to know what you were dreaming
don’t want to know what you were seeing
cuz then i’ll know what i’ve been missing

*By /supr_emo*