Silent summers, lack of color
I'm feeling like trash
Where's the comfort I just afford?
I gotta get this off my chest

I'm drinking in, I'm sinking in
I'm laying on the living room floor
I'm crying in, I'm hiding in
My life feels like a chore

So here's to my mother
And here's to my father
I'm sorry I'm not what you planned for
And cheers to my mother, my friends, and new lover
You know that I've closed some doors, oh

My heart is racing
I'm rapid pacing and I don't know what to say
This is me now, sicko leave now
It's like this everyday

I'm drinking in, I'm sinking in
I'm laying on the living room floor
I'm crying in, I'm hiding in
My life feels like a chore

So here's to my mother
And here's to my father
I'm sorry I'm not what you planned for
And cheers to my mother, my friends, and new lover
You know that I've closed some doors

I don't wanna go down that path no more
Don't wanna go down that path no more, more, oh

So here's to my mother
And here's to my father
I'm sorry I'm not what you planned for
And cheers to my mother, my friends, and new lover
You know that I've closed some doors

Oh, I don't wanna
No, I don't wanna
No, I don't wanna