I'm lost in thoughts
against my will
I'm scared, confused
about how I feel
I need a brand new vice to calm me down

I'm gonna be fine
I sing about it all the time
but now I'm not convinced
that I can be better
seems impossible to me

I've always been grumpy
always been sad
Why can't I have
something that makes me feel glad?
why can't I be happy?
I torture myself
It's so hard to be me
I'll try to be somebody else

And what's the point of finding grace
when all I've got to show is fake?
2 times of 3 you see me smile
it's not the truth

I chug another one
just another one
I need a little more
I'm sorry, I can't take anymore

I've always been grumpy
always been sad
Why can't I have something
that makes me feel glad?
why can't I be happy?
I torture myself
It's so hard to be me
I'll try to be somebody else